Today I had to do something that I never thought I would. I sent my husband (at work) a 4-letter word message. Just 4 letters. At a point where I didn't know what else to do - scared to no end - the world around me spinning faster than I could handle - and the only thing that popped into my head & that I was able to communicate was a dreadded 4 letter word.
What was it?
That 4 letter word for some reason takes so much for me to ask for - and when I do, I feel almost shameful. It's literally acknowledging that I can't do it on my own & I need someone else to assist me.
Then - my husband appeared at my car window - tapping to get my attention as I lay there with my eyes closed to the spinning world around me - and I was filled with the realization of another 4 letter word that I like so much better.